so thats where out tax payer's money is goin...
paying snooping teachers who don't seem to have enough work.
they are so slack that they have time to surf for students' blog.
and it is exacerbated by teh fact that they surf the blogs to look out for bad comments.
excuse me mr teacher, if u suck at teaching,
you would expect people to say so.
and if you cant take other people's comments.
please get the fuck out.
are teachers such fools to think they are so good,
that they are for the greater good of all students? give me a break.
bad teachers are just like rotten apple.
they may be good for you,
but inevitably when left to rot,
they will still give you a bad ache.

recently someone asked me,
was it ok to be sexually fantasizing abt a ger u love.
my answer was that if it was only that then its not.
thing is if its only sex you're after,
then that ain't love.
but i have to justify that,
just because u love someone,
doesn't mean u can't have sexual thoughts abt her.
i'm not such a love purist.
and i gotta say i do fantasize abt my girlfriends.
but my point here is it shouldnt be the focal point of the relationship.
as long as u love the girl for who she is,
whats the harm in a little fantasy?

driving was fun...
as always...
somehow i love to drive...
too much initial d hoho...
exercise finally over...
can rest a bit...
but theres still some work for me to do...
crap RPC...
waste my time...
ord lo!
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i think abt u.
but i'm not sure wot to do.
i cant seem to find,
a reason to care,
cos i guess, i dun matter to u too.
being a friend is easy,
but to be close is tough.
cos i will always think,
that u could be mine someday.
thats why i dun wanna be near no more.
cos i cant stand the delusions.
take me away from it all.
run away from it all.

its like a withdrawal syndrome.
i feel sick in the stomach.
but the hectic whirlwind numbed.
i think it might be good for me.
its like detoxing.
i really dun wan to think abt it.
i wish i had somebody in life to look forward to.
at least someone to ease the abyss in my soul pits.
could u not hurt me so.

Women come and go, friends never change.
yet change is the only constant.
constant change may lead to emancipation,
or the other end, alienation.
masterful weaving of tapestries.
interlace with truth and half-truths,
therein makes a glorious work of deception.
all that and more for the fairer?
methinks avoidance is the theme.
from the horse's mouth, thus hear me.
i'd rather friends than foe, rather brothers than friends;
because to me, its not worth it.

so tired...
what do you take me for.
maybe in your heart of hearts,
i was just a friend.
but in my swirling abyss,
i just felt so used.
you asked have i ever gone out of my way to do something special for you.
obviously when you asked this question,
all that i have ever done was flushed down the raging tides.
maybe everything i did seemed normal,
but i right now i only feel,
i've lost an arm and a leg...

jus saw the new episode of kangxi.
damn hilarious.
featured the mayor of taipei ma ying jyou.
today quite an enriching day.
went off to gym in tamp with a fren.
den went with him to comex.
finally we ended up in the pool at downtown east.
all kids though no chiobu.
sianz haha.
haiz.
jia you k.
u can do it.

a kampong look