so... i presume...
when 2 persons are in love...
when 2 persons are right for each other...
they would have a thousand and one things to say...
even if they saw each other everyday...
or... not?
as a quirk of human relations,
conversation seems to follow a certain formula,
where as time together increases,
conversation decreases.
or maybe its only peculiar to oneself,
but not to others...
things to ponder...

so i got my personal pass into asian aerospace '06...
its always been my dream to fly...
but cos of colour blindness i nv made it as a pilot...
now i can go everyday if i wan to haha...
the apache looked pretty formidable...
maybe one day i can get the private heli from eurocopter....

last thurs i went to my 1st ever rock concert....
FRANZ FERDINAND!
rocked my ass off...
the start was scary tho...
everyone rushed forwards...
tons of pushing...
i din have dinner and wass dehydrated...
felt like fainting...
luckily i was pushed to the back where it wasn't so fierce...
not that far back larz...
abt 3 metres back...
but it was rockin'....
jus like i dreamt a rock concert would be like...
but it jus aint hardcore enuff....
guess singapore is still too tame...

oh jieshi is attached!
dear bery bad know liaoz nv tell me...
anyway...
i was thinking...
today i witnessed ppl getting attached...
nxt time...
i'll be witnessing ppl getting married...
hrm... remember me when u send out ur invitations everyone!
haha...

so the 2 countries discover their differences,
one being secular, the other pagan.
it becomes crossing a cultural divide,
maintaining the relations.
the people within feared the subversion of their own,
such is globalisation.
one, being secular, values freedom above all.
freedom of speech, freedom of thought,
above all, freedom of self expression.
the other, being a colonial,
still embraces religious, societal and govermental quirks,
indigenous to that portion of the world.
however, the closest neighbours have begun pointing fingers.
the level of interaction between the 2 sovereignty,
is becoming too intimate for their comfort.
and the colonial starts to feel uncomfortable too.
it possessed strong historical and cultural ties
with the neighbours.
however the secular nation feels no wrong,
its foreign policy banks on such closeness.
moreover it bears no threat,
so why are they talking so much?

you understand wot i'm trying to say?

in camp on a wkend....
i like being in camp on wkends...
cos no boss ard...
not muh work to get arrowed....
ord soon...
109 days...
clear leave in april....
one and a half mths....
how much more variations of the statistics do u wanna see..
sometimes when i think abt it...
wot makes 2 ppl click...
i love her becos she is a nice ger...
filial, hardworking, mature, emotional...
i love the fact that she cries watching touching movies...
i love the fact that she's strong enuff not to cry at mere missteps in life...
so wot am i asking for...
do i really wan perfection...
why is there still a detachment...
i'm so confused sometimes...