soon a new beginning is to be had....
clearing leave on wed...
but also starting work...
guess all my life would be like this...
hard work and toil...
all for that money...
also good for her....
wun see her that much...
wun distract her so much...
scared if i keep on looking for her she cant concentrate...
cant concentrate den cant do well...
but i dunnno when nxt i can see her...
projections indicate not for another 2 wks...
gonna clear leave le den suddenly demoralise me...
all for that money...

so my mommy came into my room one day,
showed me a phone, asked wot it says,
one glance i saw its daddy's phone,
with a message not from home.
suspicious she has always been,
yet security she has not seen,
blame my daddy for all the womenizing,
all those late nights of fraternizing.
take away the facade what do u see,
implicit distrust, thats what it is,
from past till now,
how to change it all....